What am I going to do?

Every night, the nightmare's the same.

Rosa's getting married. I'm losing Rosa forever.

Sometimes the places and times change. Tonight, she told me in front of Sean and Megan. If I'm having his child, I should marry him, she said.

And, like every night, I woke up screaming, my heart in my chest.

I don't know how much more of this I can take.