After Sam...

As you might know, "Play it Again" ended on Sunday... had I mentioned that?

Anyway, I've spent the past couple days doing something I hadn't done in a while - RELAXING! Yep, I've been watching movies, playing video games, talking on the phone, laying about... oh, it's nice...

Now, it's time to start getting back to life. I've got an apartment to clean, things to put in order, comics to try and sell, a letter to Rosa to write, mizzenmasts to be swabbed! Yeah. Sure. Right away. Uh huh.

It's a weird state to be in.

The other day, I began to consider that my life may actually be back to normal. Consider: my life's been hell for so long, maybe I've forgotten what normal is. If I've forgotten what normal is, my life could be perfectly normal and I wouldn't know it. Spooky, huh?

But look at this email, for instance! No wailing. No gnashing of teeth. Just me babbling on... which is one of the only constants in my life, now that I think of it.

Can you believe Thanksgiving is two months away? My birthday is LESS than a month away! I'm thinking of throwing myself a birthday party... but my apartment would need to be clean... hmmmm.... don't hold your breath. Getting through October shouldn't be as hard as I'd thought - considering that we're almost there and I hardly noticed. November, on the other hand, with Rosa delivering and all... well...

But it's time to face all that, including the horrid mess that is my apartment, and start making some sense of it, my place in it, and what affect I'll let that have...

Tomorrow...