Yes. Another note about Rosa. What's it to ya?...

I woke up this morning, feeling very much like I have every morning for the last four years. I felt as though I'd lost her just yesterday and was amazed it had been four years and I was still alive.

Then, I realized that I wished I hadn't woken up.

The pain just doesn't let up.

But, yes, I did wake up this morning, which means I slept last night. It's a start.